The past few weeks or so has been a long roller coaster ride. You told me to build a back bone and I did! I finally did and stood up for myself and it ended up hurting you. I wanted you to realize how your lies, words, and actions was hurting me and it did for like what 5 min.. Then boom it got turned around and I was the one to blame because I made you look bad?! WTH?! I gave in cause you have given me the guilt trip of all lifetime. You threaten to walk out of my life and treat me as a stranger.. & you know what I gave in again and said its my fault, because I rather lose the fight then lose a friend. But no it wasn’t enough.. Ive listen to whatever you asked me, I’ve did what you wanted me to do.. But it still wasn’t enough. You asked me to be a friend of someone and that I will not do. She gives me no reason at all to be her friend. NO REASON. She proven me nothing to me! & you know what if ever I find out that your plan all along was to make me feel guilty for what I have done, all i have to say to you is that you are just fricken disgusting! Because as of right now its slowly coming out with the truth.. URGH… So much more to say but idk.. IM STUCK!